i need to fucking go home.
and by home i mean florida.
maine is not my home.

i've been crying everynight the past week about
all things that relate to florida.. especially one.
but i need to go, my life depends on it... i dont know
how much i can stand not being there anymore.

i feel so confused.

i can't contain myself.

Amanda's coming to Maine.
SO EXCITED.

so things are alright i guess.
i dont know, they're just alright.

im listening to the spill canvas,
they're pretty much amazing,
waiting for my dad to get here to take
me to acadia to do a checkup on my new 
depression medication to makesure its
working right. that';; be fun, then i think my mom
and i might go get paint for my room :] so yay.

<3

note: if you're taking these, tell me cause I have the bigger versions.

seth and gabby.

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is going to be WICKED.

Okay, well I've been feeling really on edge lately.
I don't know why.. I don't know if its because my real
first love has a new girlfriend now, and i feel like im not
good enough for anyone now or whether its because
one of my best friends has been freaking out on me because
of something i say in the wrong tone.

i

dont

know.

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Drivers date is July 3rd for my lisence.
I hope I fucking pass.

i didn't know that.

oh man, i am incredibly tired.
to the macks.but anyways, i got 
alot of good advice for that kid that
i like. last night he got on the internet
at like 12 and we talked till like 3am
then i had to go to bed cause I was
so freaking tired. he was hella awake 
though. he was on away when i told
him i was going to go to bed so I 
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