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im stressed, theres so much to do now and no time to do it, and i think im going to lose my job now or get demoted becuz we have a new GM (general manager) and hes really about the book, and zav wasnt, and apparently everything we do is wrong, but everything at work was just going wrong today because everyone was so nervous and tense but really i ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i cant date for some reason it is not possible for me to date ( Read more... )

so still here on vacation visitng my aunt and uncle, today we went to the beach which was a lot of fun because me and my dad "rode the waves" body surfed i guess and the waves were really good, i was mad though because we only stayed at the beach for maybe 2hrs not even actually, and right after the sun came out we left, i hate it we never go to ( Read more... )

so im here at my aunts and uncles...rather uneventful day, went and took pictures of the marsh/river and i love the smell of sea water at first it kinda stings my nose but after awhile i love it, and i love just sitting on a dock in the sun with breeze and sea gulls and my camera, love it, im moving to the ocean, its where i belong ( Read more... )

today was interesting, nothing happened it was kinda boring and i felt like i kept getting put into one akward situation after another today the air just wasnt right for me, at all, i didnt want to do anything.....i wished i had spent the night at ben's last night, i should be getting over him, but im not, for once now thought i feel like hes being ( Read more... )

.....is when u discover that when u thought that the worst u ever felt was based on a lie because the love that caused the pain was a lie, all of it, he never loved me, he told other girls he loved them but he didnt, he was always to fucked up, i knew...i should of known....my friend told me once that it wasnt that i couldnt love him, a drug ( Read more... )

im tired and i have to wrk.......blah

its wierd as u get older u look back at things and see things differently and talk about things differently....and u figure things out that u thought ud never figure out