Wow. It has been quite the weekend but I made it home in one piece. The entire weekend was awesome, I got to see Thomas again, which was definately a morale boost. It was exciting, getting to evade MPs and drill sergeants, insulting the hell out of his chauvanist roommate, and mostly, just spending the weekend in the arms of my favorite boyfriend. ( Read more... )

It would seem that my life is starting to sort itself back out now. The bills are no longer a sign of impending doom. I could possibly be getting my old job back at Musician's Friend, which means more income. I'm visiting my boyfriend this weekend since it has been over a month since I last saw him. It seems longer than that now though, the past ( Read more... )

So I got this from my friend Josh's journal. So any of my friends who actually pay attention to my journal, ask me three questions and I will answer them as honestly and thoroughly as possible ( Read more... )

It has been a very long time since I've felt like this. The deep, dark feeling of despair that inhibits one from going about life. There is one part of me that is infuriated, vindictive, and betrayed. Though that is overwhelmed by the part of me that is lost in a world of anguish and confusion. There are really no words to properly describe how I ( Read more... )

"So if I just stay awake... I can keep you a little longer..."

What someone says after they betray you.

sThe Basics Of You ( Read more... )

I just splattered my khakis with kool-aid, which irritates me, so now I must wake up early enough to wash my pants before I go to work tomorrow. Why I cannot wear any of my other six or so pairs of khakis totally escapes me, but I must wear these, for they are my favorite ( Read more... )

Thomas wants me to go down and visit him in a couple of weeks. He wants to pay for my trip and compensate me for my missed work time. I sat down to figure out how much it would be. It took me around $130 just to drive from Oklahoma and back. Then missed work after taxes and such would be around $140. Once you add three days of hotel (Friday, ( Read more... )

So my mom has been up my ass about money and it's starting to piss me off. She's also been onto me about my eating habits. She wants me to take my lunch and drink more water and blah blah blah. She's just blabbling out things I'm already aware of and it's on my nerves. I know that bills need to be paid, but it doesn't help any that my job has been ( Read more... )

So I just got back from seeing The Punisher and Kill Bill Volume II with Josh. Kill Bill was slightly disappointing. It was more story based and it lacked the blood and gore of the first movie. I was far more entertained by The Punisher. Though I think it was because of Thomas Jane (Frank Castle, aka The Punisher). I have never been so completely ( Read more... )