$100 on a shitty fading. it's okay, the solid colors still look solid. Just have to spend another $50-$80 to get it to look the way i want it. i just don't want to have to live with it for a month while i wait for it to heal... ::sighs:: always make stupid decisions when i'm with mikey.... but i make them all on my own.... oh well, whatever ( Read more... )

wow, this has to be the best christmas ever... I got to spend it with ryan and family, and look what i got!


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i'm cold and i'm tired. this has been my routine for the past month. Starting on Monday: Wake up at 7 in the morning, leave for school 20 min. later, stay at school for countless hours learning ABSO-FUCKING-LUTELY NOTHING! leave immediately after school to go to work, work until 10 or 11 at night (depends on how late the store is open that week) ( Read more... )

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ( Read more... )

I miss my James, and I love my ryan.

1. When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at? my hair ( Read more... )

For the first time, i honestly smiled and got teary eyed in happiness for eric when he mentioned another girl, instead of getting sick to my stomach. I'm so glad he's found someone, and it's beautiful that I'm free. I'm genuinely happy for him, and i think it's because in doing so, i'm officially detached from him. Cause you know how you'll ( Read more... )

ok, i go on to sing in 20 min... i'm starting to get nervous, but i shouldn't be, i have this. anyway, i was debating as to how i should fill my tatoo... so here are my rough scetches (i'm no artist) of what this damn thing should look like. Tell me which one you like best, or give me suggestions for something else. =P THANX


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ok, well i'm at school and didn't write down exactly what my hw assignment is supposed to be for english, so i thought i'd update this a little bit. I'm starting to be more awake for school everyday, it's kind of nice to be able to pay full attention. I need to get faster in recognizing chords though in theory. I hate taking forever. I like to ( Read more... )