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I think I belong with a woman
I'm so fucking livid right now it's unreal. I've never wanted to kill anyone more in my life, and that includes my ex husband.
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Is there a single soul left?
Is there anyone else in this world who just wants to be at peace? Anyone who can recognize that the only way to escape misery is to simply decide to do it? I need someone who truly knows how to enjoy life... I need someone who wants to teach their son that... I need someone who wants to be with me instead of use me... Is there any other soul in ( Read more... ) -
My last sanctuary
Hello my last comfort in the world.... My cave, my last safe haven... Where the remnants of a self that had confidence and felt worth can be found. This is the white sterile room with nothing but the most comfortable bed and a desk with my pen and journal that I imagine in my head when everything else has been striped from me... This is where I ( Read more... ) -
and here I sit...
quiet again in here. It's almost like a secret hiding place to just curl up and pay attention to the silence. A place to be alone, have solitude, peace... i like secret places. I always had one until I moved out here, then i just felt vulnerable all the time. I'm starting to get one back... I guess my live journal is it. Fuck i want peace. ( Read more... ) -
wow...
It's like stepping into a time capsule... I feel like i'm walking back in time, a ghost observing my own life by signing back in here. It's so weird and refreshing all at the same time. Seeing me then gives me hope for my future... that i can get that fervor for life back... -
Long time no write....
Well hello long-time non-seen world. The only real update is that school is finally over, i may have an opprotunity at becoming manager of my department, and i bought a hookah =) It sucked though because i was in a rush to get one, and bought one whose base didn't even fit the pipe, but Ryan accidently broke my base yesterday so i had to buy a ( Read more... ) -
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fuck work, fuck school, fuck family, fuck men. I hate them all. ::smoke the hookah and drink till you puke:: -
I hate guys
i will not be compared to porn stars. I'm better than them, my breasts are more beautiful than theirs, simply because few have seen them and even fewer have touched them. There is no excuse for any husband to be looking and anyone else's boobs, or vagina for that matter. You know why? Because you should be so in love with your wife's that the ( Read more... ) -
degrading
What the hell has happened to all my friends? They say that college is the most fun and best experience of someone's life, but it seems that all it's doing to at least two people i know is slowly killing them. How is that fun or great? What the fuck is wrong with the world? -
Life may be taking a turn =)
Last night Ryan's aunt and grandma came into town. We hung out with them for a few hours. Ate, talked. They were really nice, and he said they liked me, so it was all good. Then when he was taking me home he told me about how he would go to his grandma's house when his mom beat him, and his grandparents would take him out to do stuff and get ( Read more... )