Is a month long migraine bad? Maybe it is...but it is killing me..my eyes seriously hurt right now...and my head feels like it is imploding...I just want to scream and throw things to sooth my frustraions, but I seem to be staying calm and living with the pain. Other than that, life isnt the most positive right now...I am just thinking about making ( Read more... )

Run Away Screaming.
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Insane and Dangerous. You are destined to be a serial killer if youa re not one already. You're the kind of person neighbours will describe as 'someone who kept to themselves' on the News whilst Crime Scene Investigators dig up your garden. Had anyone seen your family lately??

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The world is opening up to me...I am once again seeing the light in day and the beauty in night. It is still not full but at least I am somewhat opening up again. I miss everyone and hope to see or hear from people sooner than later...losing touch with the world has made me realize who I am and want to be in this life. The slow comeback of me is ( Read more... )

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Early this morning, Phoenix was on his way to Alabama to visit his family for Christmas. He was in a car accident at starlight and loop 410. My Roomates, my brothers, and my best friend, Phoenix Sylvan Asheral Crow Thornihill are no longer with us. He was hit by a drunk driver who was driving on the oppisite side of the road. He died painlessly and ( Read more... )

Why am I weird? Why can't I just stop being weird? Blah....tonight was fun and blah and fun and blah...why must i be so weird? blah that is all..being weird sucks....no one will get this sorry...

So I haven't written in here for a long time now..but I am so depressed and out of my mind that I feel it right now...I have not been this sad in a long time..I suppose it is my fault..I said what I felt and I am getting what I deserve..Am I wrong to have feelings? Is it wrong? I am so confused. Today just didn't make any sense. I have lost a part ( Read more... )

I find myself in a mixed mental state lately...I am happy, confused and extremely sad all at once and at work I can only show the hard working happy side. That is very hard for me to do as I wear my feelings on my sleeve. I am trying but I feel I am losing the war to myself. One day I will not be able to move or feel and what will become of me? How ( Read more... )