i had a restricted call....

was it from you?

i dont know if youll read this but...

i still miss you and the fact that i basically have no one anymore
makes me wish i still had you to talk to.

he disappeared from me and i dont know where he is
i havent heard from him in almost 3 weeks
i dont know what to do

im sorry for everything, i am

i miss you and think about you everyday, i cant help it.

i wish i could know if we will ever be friends again...or at least talking
i just want some kind of communication with each other

so many times i want to just try to talk to you
i look for you when i drive around, when i go to parks...i cant help it either.

i want it all back. i want you

i dont understand how this is suppose to get easier

....its just as hard as it was a month ago.

you did before though and you know it.
i am going home for like 2 or 3 weeks

please.

i wanna "run" into you somewhere...just to see you.

tell me a place and a time please and ill go.

why be anonymous and comment me on an old account telling me information but not giving details..

it bothers me and i just wanna know who it is

my new account is bamfsam

use that one.

i told myself i wouldnt write in this, that i shouldnt ( Read more... )

 a part of me is so happy about all of this

while the other half is scared to death.

lately......ive been ok.

BCC is stressing me out alittle because i literally hate one of my classes, 
everyone in that class i think does too

only a few ppl are helpin me out lately
and i love them for that
i'm enjoying going to shows w/ dana
and meeting new ppl

yay for a "date" with a new boy
adhjhagjh thats all thats being said about that
=]

stressful week ( Read more... )