if only it can be november 16 and then jump to july 1st.

the past few days have been so good.
spending time with dana is amazing
we have the most fun and can talk about anything
she really is like a little sister to me
ima miss her when i leave

recently my phone has been my new best friend.
i talk on it too much 
that the thing about getting a brain tumor
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 i have forgotten whats its like to have fun
to laugh and enjoy my life

anyone care to help?

 everything seems to be changing for me lately ( Read more... )

4 more months and im done.

i'm ready to move and start a new life.

 i feel so confused, scared, and unsure about everything ( Read more... )

 the more i think about it and days go by ( Read more... )

 the past week i have spent my nights talking to guys from different states ( Read more... )

I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again

You told me that you loved me, I started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
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i should be happy
i should be enjoying life and loving it
yet..i cant

if i think about it, i wanna cry
i wonder if im doing the right thing
and still i have no idea.
am i tourchering myself by doing this?
i think i need time to figure everything out
get my life straight and in order

im just scared of all of this.

wtfff
last night i didnt go to bed till 4 and i sleep most of today
now its almost 1:45 and im not tired
what is this?

ugh school tomorrow, not excited for it