only a few more hours until i lay in bed and close my eyes ( Read more... )

 
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im home.
weither thats a good thing or not,
i have no idea.

my trip had its ups and downs, if i think about it tho
i would say more downs.
the week was hard, for many reasons.
rumors starting, memorys and feeligns come back

when i got home, it was the first time i fully cried in a week
it felt good.
i wasnt able to just let it out up there, show my true ( Read more... )

im leaving in about an hour and 30 min.

why do i always pack so much...but never use it all?

i packed 4 pairs of jeans that i probably wont ever wear,
im gross.

i have no idea why but im nervous to go
i have this weird feeling in my stomach 
that isnt just due to the stomach ache i have.

its only a week..i should be fine
ive done it before

just let me know ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusion that my bosses hate me ( Read more... )

i guess im becoming a "new" me.

i cut my hair yesterday shorter then normal
& i got up the courage to pierce my own lip
yes..u heard me
i pierced my own lip.

it doesnt hurt that bad
it just sucks cause my grandma doesnt know yet,
and im not planning on telling her
so i have to take it out whenever shes around
or whenever i go out with her.

if it closes...oh ( Read more... )

this week has been reallly good, i think its going to get better as time goes on too ( Read more... )

after what we went through today, i know we can go through anything.
i feel like if i was in this situation with anyone else, they wouldnt have been there for me
thank you so much for everything.
you mean the world to me and idont know what iwould do without you
its sad that there is only a few more weeks left but i know we will make the best of it.

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these past few days, i havent felt like me ( Read more... )

i have tears rolling down my cheeks and i dont even know why ( Read more... )