i realize i dont update much.
i dont really know why,
is it because i have nothing to say or just because i know no1 really cares what i have to say?
who knows.

i dont want this summer to end, i want it to go slow as possible.
im scared for August, not because its closer to school
but because it means david leaves sooner and sooner.
im tough tho, we both ( Read more... )

it seems like the first month is always the longest ( Read more... )

its 2:30 in the morning and i feel like crap ( Read more... )

i hate not being strong.

i dont understand why i get something so stupid bother me. 
i use to not care what people say. why did it have to start now? with him?

a part of me hates all this fighting, i hate the talkin shit but can it ever go back to normal?
i want to just be ok with each other and not have all this drama.

i hope i can change.

i hate you. i regret ever liking you and wish i didnt know you for so long ( Read more... )

is it weird that im sad over the fact that someone i barely knew died ( Read more... )

idk why im up. i basically have another 30 min to sleep before i have to get up and get ready for work ( Read more... )

camp makes me tired. me being sick makes it a billion times worse too.

last night was fun. 
im really glad david gets along with my friends. it makes everything easier.
even though its only been a few days of summer, its becoming one of the best.
im lookin foward to the rest of this week.
specially sunday.


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brunch time with amber!.....and maybe david ha ( Read more... )

my mom asked me today if i was happy and when i thought about it for a lil....i said i was, and i ment it.

its weird how a guy can make you be so happy, like nothing else matters in the world.
sure i had the friends and everything to that made me happy
but the moment another person likes you so much, you feel another kind of happy.
this past week has ( Read more... )