this weekend was one of the ones i wont forget

*shrek 3
*tryin to be taught how to ice skate
*realizing i HATE ice skating
*reading all post secret books
*snowballs!
*beverly hills
*weird asian movie
****David


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im done planning dates or hang outs.
for some reason plans never work out when i do the planning.

i end up just being alone in the end.

so amber says i dont write entries enough. 
i decided to write one about hte people who read my LJ.

amberita:
i was gunna do seperate ones for you guys but i realized they would have both said the same thing. you both are amazing girls. you have made the last couple months of this school year soooo much better then it was. i have so much fun in and ( Read more... )

i surprised myself this time ( Read more... )

i wish i had that person that would lend me their shoulder to cry on. no matter what. and they wouldnt judge me for whatever stupid reason id be upset for ( Read more... )

tonight was fun
i like the friday nights at ambers

i wish i wasnt a jealous person.

so last night before i went out my mom made me go outside with her and she said "you know i trust you with all my heart, dont lose that trust"

im scared to know what that means
& what she thinks im doing that i dont tell her.

all those people who think they are "cool" for typing anonymous....stop being fucking pussys and actually right who you are.

idk whats been wrong with me lately, i keep over reacting about EVERYTHING.

lately ive been really scared about not being able to go to college, or at least a 4 year college like UCF, where i really want to go.
i dont have the SAT scores and i feel like going from a 990 to a 1100 or watever i need is going to be impossible for me. I just took ACTs on ( Read more... )