i dont know why i try to hang out with people, i always just get lied to.

i found something out about someone i thought i knew alot about. i cant believe he does that. i wannna say something but i cant, he hates me.
all because of jealousy, he hates me.

why do i cry so much? specially when i know im overreacting about things.

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i wishi toook these test more seriously.

i need something to do tonight

a part of me is sad that i didnt go tonight but the other half feels like i probably wasnt missed, is it wrong to think that?

making videos at starbucks with alix was fun, toobad its taking like 4 hrs to upload them and it still hasnt worked!AH

its weird how someone so far can make you smile not stop just from typing simple words.
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spring break was good

i really liked the past 2 days.
i got to REALLY hang out with my "sister" dana. 
yesterday we did a dinnner and a movie date, it was cute
today was target for polaroid camera and beach for a billion hours.

she is probably the one person that i can tell ANYTHING to and know she wont judge me but yet still tell me what she thinks.
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i hate what i put myself through.

ugh i wannna text/call him so bad but i cant, i wont let myself.

i wish i could just send a signal through my mind that would go to him that says "call her dumbass"
since i cant, i have to wait.

UGHHH i hate how cute he is and the sweet things he says to me in comments
=[

im scared.....

- of whats going to happen
- falling too hard and getting hurt
- him hurting me
-all of this not being real
- not gettting into college cause of my SAT scores
-not being able to do dual enrollment cause of my SAT scores
- my friendship with justin being over
- not hanging out with my friends
- never getting to see him
- my friends being fake
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i'm stillll in Califronia but illl be bak tomorrow morning, bright and early.

i cant wait to hang out with ambah and plan something out for magaritas birthday

oh ya..Happpy Birthday Margarita!!

haha now that i said that,

i miss home kinda, i miss my friends and everything.

shoppping here is so much fun.

i misss talking to mah boy alexxx late at night, aw ( Read more... )

im leaving for California tomorrow morning. I cant wait to leave, i wish i could just go right now.
i'm excited to see my brother, its been too long since i last saw him.

i'm gunnna miss everyone, i hope to get cute comments and such things while im away.

kkkk byeee

offf to movies with my BAH!

id like to share with you my adventure of going into school late ( Read more... )