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Nothing much to update about. just thought ide say i had a good weekend thus far. slowly reclaiming the life i had back.

I'm excited for this weekend, get to go to the ren fair with liz and maybe the beach too. still dont know exactly where i stand in that whole situation tho but whatever.. i guess ill try to enjoy it while i can. i dont do much but work lately, been saving money but not sure why exactly. well i'm gonna go pack for this weekend. should be fun. should

Well I'm attempting to move out kind of soon and family and friends know now so it wont be a shock to anyone. I don't know who is moving out with me because some don't have jobs, or are unreliable or just won't do it. I'm ready and i want to be out on my "own" as they say. I would like to have a house because they are just as much as apartments and ( Read more... )

You know who you are.

you love me..
you please me..
you take me..
you release me..
you miss me..
you tease me..

why..

not sure why but this got stuck in my head so i had to type it somewhere... yay creating poetry?

i am not sure why i am even updating? i mean i had an awesome day at the river. i was asked and wasn't sure if i even felt like going but once we finally got there in the water it was amazing. the weather was literally cooking us before we hit the water. it was bert, a bunch of friends of his i don't know, and i who ventured here and tied like 11 ( Read more... )

so.. I have just returned from an interview for a game testing job for a company known as D3publishing. They apparently make games.. kinda crappy games but whatev. the job isnt too bad, i mean i get $10 an hour to play games.. i start July 6th and i'm excited. finally my degree is starting to help lol.

this is one of those moments i just want to get away, not deal with the life or friends i have now. not that i dont like my friends.. i just dont want this anymore. i want something new.

So it's almost my birthday and just like every other holiday/event before it it feels like nothing. There's no excitement, no joy, just another day passing and it kinda worries me. I don't think holidays and things of that nature really mean that much to me anymore because really its all the other days that matter just as much as those. ya know ( Read more... )