at least i can say i met someone. i mean, while that doesnt matter since im leaving it does mean something to me. its a little reassuring to know that there is a boy with brown eyes who appreciates a good vintage t-shirt who has beautiful flaws that are beautiful for reasons i cant describe...maybe its just easy to see with him that theres a ( Read more... )

feeling better in san fran. glad to have a job even if it is at a strip club. there are very comical things about it. i get pretty drunk off hennessey with my boss. i spend long hours sittin g with my other boss listening to him tell his stories with a thick greek accent. andddd ohhhh anthony, a 22 year old spanish boss with blue eyes who smokes ( Read more... )

im in san francisco. things started off real good here. i hit it off with my roomates right away. loved hanging out and smoking and going to golden gate park and drinking royal gate like a classy mo fo. i was afraid that id be lost here without laura right away but morgan showed me the ropes and i felt right at home ( Read more... )

i cant believe it i cant believe it i cant believe it ( Read more... )

never thought that home would be my escape..and yet here i am. wasnt in the mood to be at school at all. but am i ever? bruce came and picked me up last night and i was so so glad. even as soon as i knew he was coming i felt better. i miss him a lot. hes someone i can just be myself around-- whoever that is. i cant believe im really leaving school ( Read more... )

waiting for may 10 to role around so i can peace the fuck out and say later alligator to roger williams ( Read more... )

its saturday and all the 309 boys are in vegas winning it big and marrying bitches so im just kickin it, waiting for greg to come so we can go get some grub ( Read more... )

i feel like death right now.. no i feel like dying.. maybe its not that i dont want to be alive anymore, its just that i dont want to be alive tonight. i wish i were tired, so i could hide away in the subconcious unaware and uninvolved in what caused me sooo much pain ( Read more... )

just cant wait for summmer ( Read more... )

im happy its the weekend. its supposed to rain the whole time but at least its pretty today-- i hope to spend it outside if possible. i miss going to colt state park.. i miss the jet skiis and the blunt rides with cristina. and the brother brown bear spot where i i first started hanging out with kristen cristina and dana and i was drunk by myself, ( Read more... )