hmmm, its been a while.

im doing fantastic these days. theres a lot less to worry about.

i like work, its fun. minus changing the beef.

having friends is pointless.

they're not even around.

too busy for me, but not for other friends.

i fucking hate everything.

i cannot make my own decisions anymore.

apparently everything i do is stupid, i wont make money.

fuck happiness, money is everything according to my mom.

the other night i told her my goals for the future, and it seemed like she didnt even care. not one bit. all i got was riff about my goals and dreams. and now apparently ( Read more... )

this past week was a lot of fun.

i like when my mom goes out of town.

stevie, you where right.

fuck calders.

thats okay though,

i have some things i'd like to tell them when i get my last check.

hmm things are iffy.

not for good, just bad scheduling.

karl rove is a twat.

i hate the government.

what assholes?

what liars?

what cheats?

thats the world today i guess.

i am a fucking adult.

and yet, im treated like a child.

its bullshit.

and im sick of it.

im content without really being content.

trying to figure out where i stand.

friendships just seem kinda blurred.

nothing seems real to me anymore with that.

the one thing i can depend on is my sweetie.

the best and most amazing man i know.

im so lucky to have him.

i have a job at calders now.

tati i fuckin love you.

jimmy yous a stud, man.

im happy.

i wanna hang out or something but its like national dont answer your phone day.

holy crap.

bob dylan is amazing.

i think tonights show beat the first one.

im in love with robert zimmerman.

but mostly in love with jimmy, amazing man.

mmm mmm things are going good.

job, love, friends, family.

yessssssssssss.

so i had to go to the snatch doctor today.

boy that was awkward.

but totally not as bad as i thought it would be.

the doc said everything is fine, which makes me feel like a billion times better.

no more worrying.

july 11 is going to be like the best day of my life.

yes!

some of you people are so fucking stupid.

i cant help but laugh, thinking you're god.

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