saturday was terrible.

absolutly terrible.

i think everything that could have gone wrong did, x 2000.

i would have walked to you if i had to.

i'd never let anything happen to you ever.

i love you jimmy.

you mean everything and more to me.

i promise to make every day better than the one before.

Libby Gets 30 Months in Prison in C.I.A. Leak Case. A federal judge today sentenced I. Lewis Libby Jr., the former chief of staff to Vice President Dick Cheney, for perjury and obstructing an inquiry into the leak of a C.I.A. operative’s identity.

haha dick.

everyone tells me to "be good".

ugh i hate it.

dont think too much.

today would have been good, if there wasnt an underlying gloom.

i try. hard as fuck.

my body feels broken, and i kinda feel like i could break down right now.

is it ever gonna be enough?

cannibis free.

for you and me.

heh.

no really though.

im going to make this work.

you're not worth losing.

i feel like im going to throw up.

how do i fix this?

not only is there the fact that im 4 days late.

i have start all over and prove that im good enough.

all over again.

the test came up negative.

i have no idea what im doing anymore.

i cannot make myself happy, how can i make you happy?

today was fucking cool.

jimmy took me to the zoo.

i havent been there in like 5 years, so it was super cool.

hes a big big big sweetheart.

and i love him a lot.

mmmhmmm.

this weekend was pretty cool.

judge all you fucking want.

i know he told you.

you dont know shit.

also i want to beat that pigeon toed/cross eyed bitch to a bloody pulp.

finals tomorrow.

eeeesh.

should be easy.

im spent.

you sex machine, you.

jimmy and chauncey got approved for the apt.

yay.

things are looking up.

i love jimmy a lot.

oh my god i fucking hate you.

i hate the stupid ass shit you put me through. like you're so fucking high and mighty. half the time im around you i hope you fucking choke and the other half i wish i could stab you. fucking stupid cunt. i honestly dont know what the fuck to think of things as of late. fuck.fuck fuck fuck. fuck. fuck.

FUCK YOU!

hey guess what?

i totally got my permit today.

woot.

happy birthday hitler.

im tired, i hope i sleep good.