Today made one year since my Nanny passed away....

I wear you around my neck everyday. <3

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Fuck the Bullshit....
Fuck the Drama...

This isn't Highschool
This isn't Highschool
This isn't Highschool.

July 19, 2005. Flight got delayed to Vegas, well the flight to Pitsburgh. because of Thunderstorms. My first time flying and I get a delay... Great. So the delay was almost like 2hours, until we were cleared for take off. Which meant we missed our flight out of Pitsburgh. So we had to stay the night in the Pitsburgh airport, which was semi o.k ( Read more... )

Well, here I am in Vegas, got a few more days left. Went thru some of my friends journal to catch up, and I got to Jessica's and I didnt like what I saw. And I didn't really get it. I'm sorry her Dad has serious injuries and what not. But its what I read that had to do with Jon. "I was talking to Jona at work and he told me him and his girlfriend ( Read more... )

So, today at 10:45 am, My Nanny died. She passed away, which I suppose is good because she is no longer suffering, I walked into that room and the picture is still haunting me right now. She didnt look the same, at all. Her mouth was dropped, wide open. I walked in saw that and said, I dont want to see this. But I had to, her jaw was stiffened like ( Read more... )

Just gonna do a quick up to date, update of yesterday before I forget or before its too late ( Read more... )

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation?
No time for the motivation.

I really have no motivation!
No motivation to clean my room.
No motivation to lose weight/stop eating alot.
No motivation to get up early.
No motivation to get up and find a job.

I want to do these things, But I have no motivation to do them. Nothing really motivates me. I'll ( Read more... )

Not yesterday, but the day before ( Read more... )

"People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?" - Jim Morrison

So, I was sitting here and thinking, about how some people feel like their life has become "routine". It's because it has. It's always been a "routine". Think about it ( Read more... )