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[han_jean]

Shit man - t'was the hardest thing i have ever had to do...right there in 30 mins.
A very wise person (!) is somewhat responsible for making me go through with it, and for that i am *extremely* grateful, and i will talk to you soon poo face!!

I:
- don't really know what to feel now.
- told her about the bulimia (lying only once throughout the

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[5inch_wrists]

hell.yeah!!!!
:D

How come i got no drugs though?????
i want drugs. random fact for you there.

Anorexia only harder ause by the time they get to the doctors, the body has eaten half their brain and they think up is down and left is right.
chicken.fucking.crazy.man!!
Don't feel bad about that. Cant find the "right" words to put that, so i'll leave it as i can feel my foot nearing my big dumb mouth.

Dude, the road may get a little confusing from here on out i won't lie, but it's a hell of a lot better then where you came from, ...right?!
And.....again, you wander down it as long as you feel you can/it works.....remember what i said in that long rambling email i, apologize for, sent last night

I'd hug your ass off right now....then get you good and drunk if i was there/you were here.

love you shitbrick...you know i do!
x

[han_jean]

you can have my drugs - i sure as hell dont want them

love you too x

[5inch_wrists]

Fifteen words and i'm very inclined to ask,....what's up?
:'(

:/

:|

:)...... ?

[_morbid_pixie_]

Well done for being honest though,
what mediaction have you been put on?
I've just started fluoxetine, and I feel stereotyped too,
though I realise that it's because I'm under 18 and therefore can only be prescribed prozac, it just seems oh-so-typical.

The mental health teams, although being very understaffed are good if you are fortunate enough to get a good psych.
♥

[han_jean]

Fluoxetine too...

Idk - im not particularly keen on taking things any further - although i know i should...
i can easily predict that they'll put it all down to a strained relationship between mother and daughter and maternal relations having previous and on-going eating disorders...
i don't think it helped, but i sure as hell don't want them to blame my shit on anyone else.

and the whole "luck-o-the-draw-psych" thing is a pain in the ass.

[_morbid_pixie_]

I've had five psychiatrists in the past year, and only two were actually decent. The one I have now seems ok, though he seems convinced that I was abused or raped or something as a child, or since I'm Asian my parents are planning to give me an arranged marriage. Which is so far off the mark it's unbelievable.

I still think it's worth being referred. There's often a long waiting list anyway, but they may actually help.

My first psychiatrist tried to blame my problems on the birth of my little brother (he may have been a trigger as things got bad around the time he was born, but he is in no way responsible) which annoyed me immensely. My parents happy that they could pinpoint my problem to this one event believed him. The rest of the psych's have tried not to point the blame at anyone - my brother or my quick-tempered father but it still comes through.

How have you found the fluoxetine?

[han_jean]

I haven't even started taking it yet....
I'm not sure what's stopping me...maybe its just the overwhelming "there-is-something-wrong-with-me-after-all" factor...

*sigh* i feel so awful today that deep down i know i should at least try it...but meh!
It's not like it has immediate effect anyway... i'd still have to wait another 2 weeks, eh?!

How long have you been on it? any side effects? x