_ I like the fact that I have written nothing of substance today. And for the most part, I stayed off of AIM. And I got made fun of in front of Victor's with Josh & Matt & Matt and had an all around good time. They even laughed when I pretended to storm off to my car ( Read more... )

tonight i am all about lists ( Read more... )

dry eyes after a tearjerking family shrink session ( Read more... )

I think I have managed to sucessfully make myself thoroughly misunderstood. I'm not as horny and pathetic as I sound. I swear to god. I just want you all to stop thinking that I'm this evil and malmannered sexqueen who wants to corrupt her new, beautiful, boyfriend. Because that is so far from the truth. I wouldn't rush anyone into anything. I'm ( Read more... )

14.
On my couch, at night. I am kissing his neck
Matt: You spoil me
Me: What's that supposed to mean?
Matt: It's just... for the rest of my life.. no girl is ever gonna measure up.

15.
Matt: I mean, I don't see why I can't sleep here. It's not like we're doing anything bad... at least that's what I think.

While Josh & Matt are on their way over to work on poetry cards, I am burning the edges of pictures from magazines and writing poetry.


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I just smiled because on Friday night I fell asleep with this boy and then woke up next to him on Saturday morning, my arm across his chest and his hand in mine.

here's to the everpresent ideal that love is different for any two given people. *big sigh*

Then there's the two of us. This word is far too short for us, it has only four letters, too sparse to fill those deep bare vacuums between the stars that press on us with their deafness. It's not love we don't wish to fall into, but that fear. This word is ( Read more... )

What are your favorite words?

1. bludgeoned
2. crisp
3. sod
4. mediocre
5. jugular
6. wanker

( I am Jack's total lack of surprise )