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Jun 23, 2004 00:19

Sometimes I wish I could start all over. Go back to the beginning and change everything around so that its all perfect. I would hold everything together before it all has a chance to fall apart. I would make everything the way it is supposed to be. But I cant, and I'll never have that chance. But I do want to say this; I dont give a shit what ( Read more... )

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please_say_yes June 23 2004, 23:19:54 UTC

ryan,

... I'm sick of letting other people know that I want to be friends (and truly meaning it, no mater what they think), ...

i'm 48% sure that's kinda about what happened last nite. oh well...if it isn't i'm still gonna say this stuff. alright so i just want to say that i feel this way because that's the way it seems. i mean, yeah, for some strange reason i actually thought you'd make some kind of attempt to see me on my birthday. and i don't know why, but i got the impression that we were close friends and that' s what a close friend would do. is that stupid..? well it would of been nice, thats all. even if it was only for a minute, i wouldn't have cared because it would mean a lot. soo...that is why i think you dont care about me. and that makes sense..you said i 'don't understand' so tell me. ...probably in september ...i'll wait.

hands_down_1127 June 26 2004, 13:54:15 UTC

Dee ( ... )

please_say_yes June 26 2004, 17:40:36 UTC

well what don't i understand? of course i wanna be your friend...but i can't do this on here. just talk to me some other time

hands_down_1127 June 27 2004, 04:22:59 UTC

kk, ill be on tomorrow...well later today actually..uh sunday. blah.

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partof_me July 2 2004, 20:05:06 UTC

"I'm sick of pushing people away. I'm sick of losing people. And I am sick of being the reason why I lose people."
I am the same way and i hate it too.
As far as the other stuff--i'm a true believer that everything happens for a reason, so i think you will pull through. i dont know if youve been reading my journal (probably not), but i was in a bad slump recently, but slowly i am crawling my way out. but i know everything isnt going to be "fixed" right away, it takes time.
hang in there.
♥

hands_down_1127 July 2 2004, 22:02:23 UTC

Thanks. Its good to know that im not the only one.

P.S. I read you journal, and i hope you continue feeling better.

partof_me July 4 2004, 15:19:42 UTC

thanks i appreciate it

partof_me August 6 2004, 20:13:20 UTC

thanks so much. and youre definately right. its good to know youre not alone.