i was so terrible and i didnt know what else to do. whatd he expect!. and now.. everythings over and done with and its too late. and he has a fucking girlfriend? sinec WHEN. asdasioduejraskdjasldaskdoqwkd........................................ GOD. maybe things SHOULD be this way. ive been trying for so fucking long to get out of this MESS. and it ( Read more... )

soooo i was just on here reading old entries and that kinda stuff, cause i have nothing better to do here in bcis II.. (wellll i could start on that spanish work that was due last week,.. ehhh. NO) But anyways, i was reading in the last entry how i said i never write in this thing unless im extremely bored, or something happens with gilbert. uhmm ( Read more... )

I couldntreally remember my password, but then.. i did. SOo hmm i just realized that i have liike four different livejournals. Okay well three, but still. And i get a new one every time.. well nevermind theres not really a need to discuss THAT.. but hmm. As for this journal (handsdown_12) i only use it when everr im bored and something had happened ( Read more... )

kasS and i at joEs


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oh god oh god oh god.
what is WRONG with me!
no more excuses.
i KNOW what i feel..
and sadly,.. HE isnt it.

what do i do? am i sure?
CAN i be sure?
what do i have to lose right..?

...ya... just about everything..
oh god oh god<3
help me throuGh this

help me make the right decision<3

ive never felt this way about someone and i cant just let it pass me ( Read more... )

Well here i am, -back to livejournal. Myspace is just too much drama and EVERYONE has it now. I'm  beginning to feel about it how i felt about livejournal when i "left". haha. Anyways...

In case you missed me & are wondering what ive been up to (ha yeahh right;) Well senior year is going okay i guess. Not at ALL what i expected of it, but its okay ( Read more... )