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[handslikelilies]

My grandfather is going in for more surgery on Sunday. There have been so many "last times" and "final goodbyes" that I'm not sure what mortality is anymore. Or maybe I am more aware of it's nature than ever before. I guess there's a lot I'm unsure of right now - which is fine, but it's easier when I can say that everything is okay

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[nobodydoll]

i'm glad i called &got your mind off of things for a little bit. at least i hope i did.

<3

[handslikelilies]

you did...and i meant to say thanks, but well...you know. i think you kind of felt it.

<3

[laing]

i still love you, even when things are not fine, b/c normally they are not. You still have my cell number and home number if you ever just need to talk to someone, I know we haven't done that in awhile and it's bugging me, but I'm always here. I hope you know that.

[handslikelilies]

i do know that(and, btw, same goes for you...i am always here no matter how long its been, even if its just to laugh). i'd call, but when something's upsetting me i like to deal with it quietly...or be stolen away for some field-laying or playground time. sigh. we WILL get together as soon as possible. oh yea, remind me about the sand.

<3

IM HERE!!! LOL

[forgottentear17]

oh jess... wowo been a long time.. and you kno what i understand what your going through... and everything will be fine... if not you can call me i kno exactaly how this feels...

ah... "final goodbyes"

at least you have them... sometimes it just happens and you never get to and then... you regret not seeing them before they go in....thats what happened to me... ...

if you need to talk you can call me you have my number... i didnt mean to make you sad... attempting to help support... didnt do a good job tho did i...lol

oh well i tried...

Re: IM HERE!!! LOL

[handslikelilies]

aw...sara, i love you. its been too long. you didnt make me sad at all, in fact, you made me all smiley! thank you. like i told laing, i prolly wont call...i'm a quiet sort of sad person...but its good to know you are there. (i am here if you ever need me...for anything) anyway, i'm sure things will turn out okay with time...in one way or another.

<3