I need to start writing in my journal again. Actually writing, with a pencil, like I used to. I'm hating myself for constantly venting to people. Advice is needed sometimes but I want to figure things out for myself. Like I did when I used to vent to my journal instead of to people. People have opinions and views that I'm not interested in hearing ( Read more... )

Laying in my bedroom, alone. Crying. The morning after Valentines Day.
I've been awake for over an hour, closer to an hour 1/2.
Wade didn't sleep in bed last night, he slept on the sofa. Actually, he's still down there right now. Not due to an argument or anything. He just fell asleep down there last night when we got home and I had already gone to ( Read more... )

Be true to your work, your word, and your friend... Friends and good manners will carry you where money won't go.

I guess, some people, I will just never understand? In every friendship; there is common knowledge and expectations of respect, honesty, and courtesy. When these things are replaced by deceit and spitefulness, then that friendship is ( Read more... )

But why? Why will the sadness last forever? Why let the sadness last? Makes me wonder if it's still held true? We've all been through depressions. Hardships. First love's. Breakups. Heartbreak. Growing pains. Severe emotions. But one thing that should be known, is to always find happiness somewhere. And if all of the happiness is sucked dry, to ( Read more... )

Four years ago seems Like forever, Life has given me so much since then.
Nice to look back sometimes. Hence why I'd keep so many journals, I suppose. [Most of them hand written.]

Funny how I remembered my username and password on the first try. Some things never change.
I remember doing a tech project on blogging in 10th grade. SociaL networking has ( Read more... )

Wow. March 9th 2006. That was a Long time ago.
WhateveRR. My birthday was two days ago. CooL CooL.
I'LL do more on here LateRR.
Might start bLogging again.

      Everyone laughs at me when I say this but, I think I HATE being a senior. Every year, all my friends have been older than me and in higher grades or out. Now, theres nobody left but the younger kids who act SO FUCKING STUPID all the damn time! There are the few, maybe 5, that I talk to and don't get annoyed.

Then theres days like today ( Read more... )

Wow. I can't explain how long it's been since I've been on here. Moreso, made a post. And I just read my friends list.. well.. I read about two of them.

I was just wondering about things; the difference between a woman and a man, the maturity between someone fifteen and eighteen, and how a body can be cold when in a warm area? How relationships ( Read more... )

It makes me so sad to read my last post because I know that me and my sister and her husband, John, ate the cookies with Brandon that night. In the living room. With the tv on, before we went to bed.

John passed away on August 16, due to a motorcycle accident.

RIP John Ward.           ( Read more... )

Damn. Yea, its been awhile since I've been on here.

Just figutred I'd post something since it's been so long.

I'm sitting here baking cookies with my nephew, but he's putting the dough on the pan. So... I got on here.

School is about to start soon. I got my schedule and everything. This year is going to be so easy because I'm taking so many art ( Read more... )