I learned a lot from St. Maximos today. Both from his story and his prayers.

Something new. I want to save this for posterity.

I watched someone barf at work today. I have a weak stomach for these things, and hastened out of the room quicker than is professionally appropriate. Something for supervision. Awesome.

anxiety at learning how to be myself. at 26.

I am going to NY for a week for school. It occurred to me that the last time I was in NY, for a period longer than a few hours, I was moving to Boston. I was traveling with Peter, and stayed with Matt & Dan. Three years ago feels like a lifetime ago.

weird.

God-- I need strength.

i hate this feeling of waiting, of suspense.

i graduate in less than 6 months.
then i get to work full time, which i miss a lot. working 40 or so hours/week sounds like a vacation right now.

i miss having hobbies. i miss not being boring, but i doubt that was ever true.

also, what do you do when you know someone you have never met is making a terrible mistake?

i wanna always feel like part of this was mine.

in years past (as in when i was me even before the internet existed) I tried really hard to be anonymous. This was mostly for political reasons ( Read more... )

i know i rarely, if ever, use this thing.

most of you i talk to regularly, or have lost touch with (but i still love you).

my weekends are getting better and better.
i am ready for fall. mostly because our apt does not have ac and i am SICK of this sweating all day thing.
Fall in new england is beautiful.

I am ready for school to start, and also for it ( Read more... )

so bummed...

This weekend I heard an ad for my favorite musical, "A Chorus Line", coming to Boston. I have never seen this musical performed, only the movie.

So, I looked it up. THE CHEAPEST TICKETS ARE $115.

Another reason I hate Boston, it's too fucking expensive.

so, here I am on a Wednesday night, watching the Olympics, eating carrots & drinking green tea, and researching abortion ( Read more... )