So my mom keeps telling me to call people to find out when marching band practices are, and me not really wanting to do it this year hasn't looked at muh music once. i have stepped on steve's case like a dozen times trying to plug in my alarm clock after taking a shower and still have not practiced. so IF ANYONE BOTHERS TO READ THIS, WHEN THE F--- ( Read more... )

( incubus with my opinion on the politics of marchinb band )

( Sometimes I just wanna scream... )

I can't believe I'm saying this, but there is a person out there I should call. I should tell this person that I was wrong to do what I did, how and when and why I did it. I was so sure I was right. That if I just did what I did, as soon as I could, some of my problems would go away. Getting rid of this person just totally made me feel bad. I ( Read more... )

I think marching band may have broken the person I used to be. I used to be loud, and I talked to everyone, and I was only sad when somebody died. But since I joined, I was forced to step back from all that, and now I sit and watch all these kids from the outside, and I have to wonder why I'm there. Why am I part of a group of people that I can't ( Read more... )

I spent most of today outside Nancy's. It was kinda cool. I jumped in the shower, got dressed, and me and my Papi went to Lowe's and got $85 worth of flowers, top soil, and some other gardenin' stuffs, and I gotted a slurpee with Yoda on it, which is really cooly now that I've seen all six films. So we got back and we finally got the topsoil on and ( Read more... )

YES!!!!!!!!!!
MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND, AT LAST! I never used to love this weekend. In fact, there were times when I hated it. Like last year, and the year before that. But let me think for a second what makes this year different..... now I remember.... I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING WITH MARCHING BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, man. I can't wait to sit back and relax ( Read more... )

...(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all ( Read more... )

My team was killed today. We even put five out on the field and still only scored one goal. Oh, well.

I'm getting sick. That's not real cool. I have to take a shower soon and then get the hell out of here. I have zero homework and am extremely bored. I should read or something, but I've read all my books several times already.

I've just taken ( Read more... )

Today was cool. My team kind of sucked, but I know all their names now. I also pulled some strings with the coach, so now I have practice wednesday. That is going to be so awesome. I can't wait. Some of them are really good. Like George and Meredith. Travis is awesome. He wants to get a tattoo. And Kirsten is really good too. I know, I know. It's ( Read more... )