I fucked up huge... I don't know what the fuck I am going to do to get out of this. It's like, I'm not going anywhere, not getting anything done. I'm sitting in fucking idle, and there's not a goddamn thing I can do about it.
This is fucking ridiculous.

There is something that I want to know, though, and the question is this: Why do people like me? ( Read more... )

I believe there is a time and place for everything... except conflict. There is no room in today's world for fighting and arguing. I don't believe in it anymore. I can't. There are too many people that fight. Or maybe I'm just too peaceful.. I don't know. But something has to be done. Too many people are wasting their energy hating other people. If ( Read more... )

Today has just been really odd. Like, I don't even know. I just have this weird feeling, like I don't know what's going to happen next, and I don't think I like it. Granted nothing bad has happened, but it's all just too weird.

I woke up on time today, and my show shirt was clean. I didn't know where Tidbit's locker was, and right when I turned the ( Read more... )

Wow. I got online and the computer was like "No Myspace" and I was like hey thats the ish right there. Then a couple minutes later I was like Myspace who? and then I had to remember what the hell my name on livejournal was. Turns out it's just my nickname with a _ in it.

Today has been real swell. Even Dan was nice to me, but that is probably ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I've been home for a couple of days now. I would normally be glad to say that, only this year I am finding that going back would not be so terrible. I have made a complete 180 as Chris Brown said our last day. He reminded me of that like, 2 hours where I kept saying I didn't want to go but he made me so in the end I went. I am glad that I ( Read more... )

I  just got back from bowling. Not the best of times. I've always had trouble bowling because after about 4 frames my wrist is all fucked up and I can't throw without pain. But this bowling alley had a vend. right behind us so I bought a couple of Tylenol for   a buck.

I have to pack tonight. I may not be able to sleep. I hope I don't have to ( Read more... )

So band camp is coming up again... fun fun fun fun fuck.... I'm not so sure about this anymore. I mean, going back to Camp Sea-Gull? I don't know if I'll be able to handle it. I mean, last year was so awesome, I just think this year is going to ruin that place for me. I know it won't be like last year. I can tell. I mean, last year there was that ( Read more... )

I have just noticed that I have three days  to get everything in order so that I can leave for camp. There's still enough time to jump in front of a semi, though. I think that would cause less long term damage. I'm meeting Erin today, which is why I'm going to be late to mini-hell tonight. That and your general stalling.

I missed practice on ( Read more... )

So I've already hit the practice scene. I was more than glad that there was next to no one there. It wasn't so bad. I'm glad Adrienne showed up, even if it was my fault. I guess I have to go to practice tonight, even though I seriously thought that I wouldn't be able to. Wonder who's going to yell at me first for wearing jeans. Yeah, I'm not going ( Read more... )

I hate AOL. Seriously. I can't read my own goddamn reviews! I have a new poem and I can't read the reviews for it. Chris is on right now and he can't read them either! THIS SUCKS SOME SERIOUS NUTS!

On the plus side, I have updated my bio on fictionpress to my one on oasismag. I looove it to pieces, really I do.

My 2 new poems are "Indecision" and ( Read more... )