i realize more and more how shitty i am and how shitty other people are ( Read more... )

everything is ok with aaron. hes not leaving ( Read more... )

i pretty much just fucked over the only person that really cared about me.

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I havent written since october ( Read more... )

basically my life sucks.
i cant believe this shit is happening again.
its too much to deal with.
i miss aaron.

my baby might come back tomorrow. : )

i have no friends.

i feel really sick right now. blah.
i miss aaron so much, my life is seriously shit without him.
my "best friend" is being a total bitch. shes such a horrible friend. (at the moment)
whatever. ive come to realize that no matter what i do i will never have anyone that i can always count on.
shitttttty.

the past couple of days have been some of the hardest ever.
its become really obvious who my real friends are and who just puts up with me to make aaron happy.
realizing that you have about 2 people that truly care about you is one of the shittiest feelings ever.
i wish aaron were here i need him so bad. i really hope he is ok. i love him so much.