so pretty much me and some other kids did some really fucked up shit last night ( Read more... )

i cant sleep, im itchy, i hate being allergic to things, especially when i dont know what they are.
fuck boys, i find myself being mad about stuff that doesnt even matter anymore. but i hate feeling lied to. honestly, who spends the night at a boys house and just kisses them once? i really doubt that was all that happened. fuck that. and who acts ( Read more... )

in my entire life, i have honestly only really loved one person, and i fucked things up with them so bad ( Read more... )

"girl boy im sorry but i'm leaving.
we're both at fault, we're both to blame.
and it wasn't the other men cause there were other women.
this just isn't love, it's just the remorse of a loss, of a feeling.
even if i stayed it just wouldn't be the same."

i will always love you, no matter what happens.

do you ever open your eyes in the morning, sit in bed for 4 hours, and think about how much you dont want to be awake ( Read more... )

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i graduate on wednesday im sad im not graduating from woodbridge but then i think i liked that school more then it liked me.

prom was pretty fun.
got all pretty and took pictures then went to sushi and then the dance.
the dance part sucked because my boyfriend didnt end up making it, oh well.
we got a hotel and it was fun, seriously everyone at our school stayed there.
next day, brunch at el torito then beach. good weekend, its weird that prom is over.

prom pictures.


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today has been an emotionally exhausting day ( Read more... )

i just read all of my old entries out of boredom and to look back.
They started out appearing to be really happy and the past 10 or so are all about how much my life sucks and how i have no friends.
i dont know what happened. it must be me.