i saw him today..i wasn't ready...he was soooo wasted...and from what i've heard he's been like that for the last 2 weeks...i guess he isn't ready to be without me. it hurt to see him like that, because i love him...and hate to see him shaming himself...but what can i do? nothing...he has to go through this, he chose this...i'm doing my best to ( Read more... )

well i have returned to vegas...not very eventful, other than the fact that mike told me he wasn't in love with me anymore and didn't think it was fair to us to continue being together...so ya i got dumped...and this sucks and hurts and i've cried ( Read more... )

ok so ya i'm kinda jealous and annoyed, and feeling lonely, but whatever these aren't feelings that are unfamiliar ( Read more... )

i'm goin to street scene, they've got a goood line up...anyone want to join me?

i'm down 2lbs and i got my fill, so lets see from here

i think my main goal this summer is to relax and have fun, i want to volunteer at a woman's shelter get invovled in rape and domestic violence cases ( Read more... )

my favorite part was when i layed my head down on your smooth chest, even though i was just kidding , i really wasn't... i loved when our bodies were hot and sticky agianst each other, it was so soo ... too bad i can't remmber much of anything else...oh wait ...your kiss, your lips how soft they felt

and then i woke up

so typically i feel more comforatable wearing only one sock to sleep...it's like this weird thing ( Read more... )

i have been enjoying my spring break, typically it would be filled with eat out, but no can do....only baby food here, i don't mind much, yesterday i got to see shawna and hang out that was fun, then i went to albertson's and came home and watched 7th heaven, i love that show...i'll be sad when it's gone, then i waited for mike to come home....1: ( Read more... )

so i had my surgery on wed. i woke up in pain but the next day i felt better, everyday i feel better and better, i have lost 6 lbs already, prolly water weight, it's cool, i'm excited and looking forward to my new life, last nite i was having a party and NO ONe came except for my best friend carolyn, how lame is that!?!? no one!?!?! god what does ( Read more... )