christmas was good. i got every cooking appliance a girl could need. from a blender to a steamer to a cheese slicer thing. and a real good cook book, so now im a chef. ian got me two kittens and i love them. its a lot of work and they make too much messes. and eat a lot and shit a lot but they are so cute its worth it ( Read more... )

hello,
im seeing bob dylan on sunday. which makes life good. im going to start looking for  a new job again. i want a normal houred job. like 8 to 5 monday through friday kinda thing. i worked from 7 at night sunday to 7 in the morning monday. we had to do a floor set thing and it took my whole life. i thought i was going to die i was so tired. ( Read more... )

i just cleaned four hampster cages in the matter of like 5 minutes. crazy. yesturday was good. ian picked me up from work which made me happy for some dumb reason. then we went out to eat and i dont know but i think i have the chicken pocks or is it chicken pox. i have some scattered red dots and im constantly itchy. wierd. tiiime to go.

i like folk music. woody and arlo guthrie and joan baez are becoming an interest of mine.  my tooth hurts extra bad today. its almost time for work. arlo captures my brain so well. i bought 14 records and a portable record player yesturday. it made me so happy. 

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good golly miss molly

If you could read my mind, love,
What a tale my thoughts could tell.
Just like an old time movie,
'Bout a ghost from a wishing well.
In a castle dark or a fortress strong.
With chains upon my feet.
But stories always end,
And if you read between the lines,
You'll know that I'm just tryin' to understand.

yesturday was my only day off and i drank beer and barbecued and watched fire works off of ians balcony. i decided fire works are some pretty crazy things. i would really like to have my license back now, lesson has been learned. my room is so messy you cannot even see the floor. my hampsters rooms need to be cleaned too.

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my old case manager took me out to lunch to dennys yesturday and is giving me sea world passes today. i havent been to seaworld in like 82 years. 
i am real confuesed. 
last night i really thought about ian and well i threw up.
literally.
and i had just eaten a weed brownie.
so it sucked.

i hate this shit i hate it hate it hate it.

my feet are covered in blisters. but the good part is i finally got new shoes for work. they kind of look like i should be tap dancing in them. i am no longer looking foward to the rest of my life. that is unless i am a stay at home mom or something. i dont know. but i was thinking about things and ever since then ive had a loss of appetite. i need ( Read more... )