ok so after 20 years of being a typical girl clouded with uncertainty about her self-image ... i have finally reached a happy place. I mean ive alwaz been conceited but i think that masked inner insecurity and now i can finally say im conceited cuz ... i LOVE me. AND because i LOVE my girls ... and above all things i would never want any of them ( Read more... )

Its been SOOOOOOOOOO long since ive posted ( Read more... )

You know when u listen to a song and u find that it has totally captured into words what u feel. Lately i feel torn, in the sense, that i dont know who i am. I find that either i am perceived as the pretty ditz or the ugly nerd and i never knew which one i found more offensive but after listening to this song, especially the last words, i finally ( Read more... )

Skool already sucks ass and its only september. I have my first essay due this week and i dunno why a small part of me is a lil excited ... mind u the rest of me wants to run and hide under a bush because this essay will be followed by approximately 17 more essays and a whole bunch of tests and exams to accompany it BUT ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i finally got one .... kinda tired of feelin left out AND i wanted another place i could just talk about me and how i feel and what i did and so on. ENEWAZ uni is starting this week and i feel like im crammin all the work i shouldve been doin in the summer into this short week. I start on thursday and before then i have to do ( Read more... )