fuck

i wish i knew how to and could be happy.

fuck.
i suck.
i fuck everything up.
woot.
time to die.

i want money for more tattoos.
i need money for a lot of more important things right now like bills, and food and what not but meh i want more tats.

my gf > you

and im totally bummed about tonight ( Read more... )

things are going pretty good at the moment.
working more, still broke as fuck tho.
but im moving out of the eastside.
been spending some time with good people.
one mainly :)
i have not been playing hockey.
but i need to new gear and money to pay for it.
and right now i just dont have the funds.
soon tho i will play agian.

oh well.
good night.

i have not written in here for a while now. not that it matters. no one that i really know ever reads only this. and if i do really know them, they have livejournal, myspace and face book to keep tabs on me. but this is just an update i guess for myself in this journal of mine ( Read more... )

what the fuck did i do that made it so nothing ever fucking goes right for me?

whenever i think something good is happening and have a chance to be happy, its gets totally fucked.

i hate this fucking town.

i wish i could go back two years ago and not fuck up the second time around