Comments | hangin_left: My team won

hangin_left

My team won

Feb 07, 2005 16:42

Yeah oh yeah go Patriots!! I knew they'd win I remember talking to Michelle earlier on in the season and telling her they would make it. But no she said the Cowboys would. I hope she at least rooted for my team cause I would have rooted for hers if they were the ones that made and and my team didn't. I called her yesterday before the game an ( Read more... )

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coolest_mommy February 7 2005, 14:04:36 UTC

Jeremy your being so hard on yourself

hangin_left February 7 2005, 15:06:04 UTC

Ivy I love her, I can't help it. It's not that I'm being hard on myself it's that I believe her and I can work more than anything in my life. For as much as her and I have been through I'm not ready to let it go and give up not even close. I can only hope that she can reach deep into her heart and see the same thing and maybe someday we will be back together. Untill then I will make it a point to not have anyone in my life cause I could afford to risk any moment that she may want to give it another shot with me. I wish so much that we could go on like we planned when I come back home but I know her and she will try her best to see how far she goes w/ this guy. I don't think she is 100% sure if I am the one for her yet I can only wait and hope and pray that I will be that guy. Please Ivy understand I she is the one I love the most and would die for. I can't imagine life with out her being with me. She has become part of me and without having her I feel like a huge part of me is missing and I just don't opperate the same. Yes ( ... )

coolest_mommy February 7 2005, 17:01:32 UTC

I understand your pain, but your going to drive yourself into insanity. What if she doesn't want you and her anymore? What if she only wants friends? What if she doesn't feel the same when she had sex with you for the first time? You have to understand, why be with someone that doesn't feel the same way back.

I see she loves you, but you have to understand SHE MOVED ON. She wants a close friendship, and who knows maybe one day you guys can reunite. It's all up to God, not you. As much as it hurts me to tell you, but JEREMY YOUR GOING TO HIT A HUGE STAGE OF DEPRESSION AND PROBABLY FUCKING KILL YOURSELF FROM THIS.

Snap out of it!

hangin_left February 7 2005, 21:18:48 UTC

It's always been about what she wants I always gave her everything she wants but she was blind when she finally started getting better and wanted that back and she felt like she could apprietiate it and not take advantage of it she came back. If she wants to let go this flippin easy fine, we aren't made to even be friends I don't owe her shit and I'm not trying to get mad over this really I'm not I'm just trying to move on and give the kids to her and move on w/ my life. I am not going to be able to take care of Timmy though all of this I don't want to take care of anybody nor do I want have to put on a show for the next couple of years just to raise my son. I have decided to give full custody and all parental rights over to her. I can't do this anymore. I guess you've found out who I trully am. I'm sorry I'm a failure.

sayzz February 9 2005, 03:29:19 UTC

And I used to like you... I can't believe your a patriots fan BLAH YUCK!

hangin_left February 9 2005, 12:01:56 UTC

Hey..lol