Well I can't be too descriptive but I had an incredible time Saturday night I pretty much made up for the past 8 months of sex deprevation..lol so I'm all caught up now. I've never had so many hot women on me naked at one time it seriously felt like a dream, let me just say I had a blast. I am really glad I experienced it too because it made me ( Read more... )

I'm so ready to get back to Cali OMG this place sucks more and more everytime I come home. I know now I will never be able to move to a cold climate I love Cali and don't see myself in many other states unless for a job reason that is but yeah I'm getting excited about spending this summer in cali with Timmy. I have plans to take him to the Zoo ( Read more... )

I'm enjoying my time w/ Timmy but of course on the nitelife and my social time it sucks. Even in Ohio I don't know anyone anymore and everywhere I go unless I have boots a cowboy hat on and carhearts I don't attract anyone. I don't know I've just been getting drunk every night I've been here and rolling in around 0300 am it really sucks going out ( Read more... )

In Ohio ( Read more... )

Okay so our dates keep changing for us to go back to the states..enough already I need to get laid and get drunk already! I know I'll be fine after I soak my spirits in alcohol. I know as soon as I get home I'm going to want to see her but I have made a promise to myself not to. I'm just not ready I need to get things right with myself and get ( Read more... )

I'm living a nightmare and it only gets worse why do good people alway get hurt the most. I guess that is what happens when I find a girl that has no faith and direction in life. I don't give a fuck anymore I really don't. I used to think she was worth fighting for but what's the fucking point. She can have her daughter and her new man and a ( Read more... )

I don't know it's weird I get so happy just receiving a single picture. Michelle sent me a picture of her and Anya and is so made my day just the single fact that she took the time out to think about me and take a picture for me. I guess those are the things that make me feel loved and good inside. It's the times like this when I get things like ( Read more... )

Today was good my brief to the Colonel went great and made the read board for the General again then I did my same old same old for the day, gathered my sources and reporting and put my Intel Summary together then had sometime to myself tonight and noticed the new episodes of Lost and Smallville came out so watched those I think Lana's on to Jason ( Read more... )

So I'm back I don't care I need to get my thoughts out somewhere and well anyways that is neither here nor there the fact is I'm back and you can all here about my shitty ass drama life ( Read more... )

Okay the past week has been pretty slow but things are picking up as the new units are entering Iraq. I have a pretty big report to compile today I just needed to take a break in between too much concentration gives me a headache..lol shit anything just about gives me headaches, oh-well. I have been talking to Michelle and treating her the way I ( Read more... )