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[hangin_left]

I'm enjoying my time w/ Timmy but of course on the nitelife and my social time it sucks. Even in Ohio I don't know anyone anymore and everywhere I go unless I have boots a cowboy hat on and carhearts I don't attract anyone. I don't know I've just been getting drunk every night I've been here and rolling in around 0300 am it really sucks going out

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[coolest_mommy]

hey punk when are you coming down to nc?

[hangin_left]

I decided not to come down because I was just going to if Anya was with me so that we could go to florida but I am getting out of the Marines now so I really need to start saving my money I don't know what I'm doing exactly or what state I will be living in when I get out but I am definately getting out. I miss Michelle so much Ivy I don't know what to do:( I'm trying to just go with everything but I think about her everyday. She seems to be so happy w/ Travis and I'm glad she's happy but there is a huge part of me that it just rips at my heart and wishes I was Travis I want her to love me so much but I know I can't make it happen, like I said I'm just trying to go with everything and for the first time in my life I have had so many opportunities to date other women and just dont' number one cause I just don't feel like it I'm still in love w/ Michelle and don't see me opening my heart to anyone else for years maybe even never. I'm such a mess and nobody knows it I feel like there is no one around that will and can understand

[anonymous]

you are truly a piece of shit. I can not wait until my report to the 02XX world comes about you fucking cook. Make me an omelet!!! (something you were not good at either)