ok, since i haven't updated in quite sometime i'm just going to ramble about random bullshit. so, i hate the fucking holidays especially new year's. for the last three years i've pretty much done the whole sit in my room with a glass of wine and try to pass out before midnight so i don't have to deal with the disappointment of having nobody to say ( Read more... )

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you ( Read more... )

I just want to express my excitement. I just saw Sarah McLaclan perform on Ellen!!! After being a baby machine, she's back and is going to be on tour this summer. I can hardly contain myself. Call me a sapp, but I've been waiting for this forever!! I'm going to take my happy little ass to Borders right now and go buy 'Afterglow', which is the name ( Read more... )

i came to a revalation the other day. for quite some time i had been going back and forth on whether or not to join the military or not. considering everything i kept coming accross in my life was a constant dead end i figured, why the fuck not? Then it finally hit me....why should i fight for a country where i hate the president, get bogus tickets ( Read more... )

What a skeletal wreck of man this is ( Read more... )

I ate your bullshit and digested your lies. You make me sick!!

"The cry of my body for completeness" means that I need something or someone to make me feel that my body is perfect. "That is a cry to you." Means that only YOU can make my image complete. When I am close to you I am whole. My heart is content, but when I look in your eyes my stomach flips and my pulse quickens. I lean in to kiss your soft ( Read more... )

Ok, life's somewhat on track and i'm going back to parkland. i'm excited and nervous at the same time. i know that it's gonna be a hell of a lot different than last year. i'm hardely gonna even be in the dorm. i'm gonna be in two clubs, classes, and acting. i guess at least i'll be broadening my horizens. the thing that pisses me off is that even ( Read more... )

I know it's been eight million years since I've updated. Well, now I am and I'm just going to bitch. I fucking hate everything. I hate that no matter how much I try, all I feel is hurt. i hate that people make me promises and i fucking beleive them. i hate that i lay myself out for people just so they can fuck me over. i hate that i know how much ( Read more... )

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