Ok, so I was told to update and I guess it is pretty overdue. This is probably gonna be a general entry, but I really don't have too much to say. I have an apartment in Andersonville (girlstown) which is in Chicago and living with Stefanie Irmen. I love the location. The aragon ballroom and the riv are right down the street from me and public ( Read more... )

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Fuck you you fucking bitch. You think you’re so high and mighty. You think you’re so beautiful and surpass any other female’s limits of what makes them a woman. Fuck that. You want to be a woman then fucking stand up. Grow a god damn back bone. Take responsibility for what you left behind. That would be me. Left to bleed. Left to sit here with your ( Read more... )

I keep getting yelled at by stefanie to update more often so i am. since my updates are really random and don't explain anything about what i've been doing i'll try to catch people up to speed ( Read more... )

Would I be the one for your you if I was skinnier, more feminine, more willing to fuck you without any questions? Guess what? That’s not me. That will probably never be me no matter how much I try or how many stars I wish on. I am me because this is how I exist. If you have something negative to say about it then lick it, stamp it, and mail it to ( Read more... )

Stand beside me, hold my hand and look with me out over the mountains. Share with me the beauty of the skies and smell the purest air as it flows around us. We’ll lift each other up, goddesses of the earth, nothing can harm us. We’ll share in all the world has good to offer. Nothing can stand in our path, nothing can bring us down. Have you ever ( Read more... )

Roll over and open your eyes. Kiss the morning and make today the first day of the rest of your life. The days just continue to come without warning and with no slowing down. What makes a particular day meaningful? I feel as though I am merely wasting time day to day. They are only filled with figuring out what the best way to kill time is. I ( Read more... )

ok, i haven't updated in a bazillion years so i really don't know how long or short this is gonna be. i don't even really know how well this is gonna go considering i'm major pissed right now. i'm doing the whole school thing and it's going pretty well. i really haven't missed any classes, which if amazing for me. i really don't even drink that ( Read more... )

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There lurks a serpant within my soul, attemting to dissolve every passionate cell I have left...thrice I've loved the purest flesh that once melted into mine...but vanished...leaving me cold and empty...I thrive to keep my passion alive...the desire in my veins forces my body to ache...to tremble...I hold out my hand...palm open...for her to settle ( Read more... )