Woo Hoo! I got all warm and fuzzy as I walked in the library just like 10 minutes ago and saw a framed picture of Ani Diranco in a READ poster. A library is supposed to make you be all studiess and make you want to learn, not get all hot and bothered. Oh well, she just keeps staring at me eveytime I look over at her. Since I was such a slacker I ( Read more... )

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Fuckin bitch! I'm sick of you infesting my brain and making me crazy. Why the fuck are you worth it? I have my own reasons, but my friends can't seem to give me any. I hate the fact that the thought of you wakes me up in the middle of the night and gives me the urge to put on black leather pants, a black t-shirt, my black boots, black eyeliner, and ( Read more... )

Ok, so i haven't updated in like a bazillion years, but oh well. I am now. I'm doing my whole college thing and trying to make it work. Usually when school starts i do really well and then at the end i don't give a fuck and my grades plumit. Well, this year I'm doing things backwards. This first month I was a total slacker and hardly ever went to ( Read more... )

mind thumping pumping of shadows illustriously invading tiny particles of the visionaries captured in the depth of the mind seeking nothingness of absent passion finding no end and awaiting a beginning to run through the tunnel and catch a glimpse of the light that is hidden by the contemplation of fear that lurks and hides within the depth of ( Read more... )

Thank you to all of those people who genuinely loved me...when i kiss the angels,i'll have a taste of you...

I was a very bad girl this weekend and now i'm lashing out. I don't how I really feel right now, but i'll fill you in on what happened this weekend. ok, well kelly is home and i couldn't be any happier about that. i thought she left me like so many others have. well, she introduced me to a little white capsule named x. i enjoyed x very much. it ( Read more... )

Ok, last night was really fucked up. Actualy, the whole day was fucked up. This is what happened...yeah, i was doing my whole thinking routine like i mentioned in my last entry and wasn't answering any phone calls. so i'm standing in my kitchen and here comes joe and karrie walking down my driveway. i go outside and joe yells at me and then walks ( Read more... )

Ok, so yesterday I'm at work and having a decent day right? well, i'm driving back from break and get totally set off. it wasn't a look, there weren't even words exchanged, but the fact that i first saw the car and then the flyby of blonde hair and a blue shirt sent me through the roof. i just went back to the lounge and cried. Now, i know that ( Read more... )

Yep, i fell flat on my fucking face again. here comes breakdown and i'm totally not ready for it. what is everyone's fucking problem. "you'll look so much better if you just drop 20 pounds" fuck you!! i dropped 50 and have shit to show for it. granted, i'm no angleina jolie, but i do think that i look a hell of a lot better and can look pretty damn ( Read more... )