Hi. This is the person who wrote Hank's journal. It's been a long time since I updated this thing, and it's clear from the comments and occasional emails I still get that a lot of people don't understand what was going on here ( Read more... )

When I stood at the ruins of Sunnydale, everything suddenly seemed so clear. Everything that's good in me just faded away, and every terrible thing I ever thought, all those terrible ideas that come into your mind for a second before you squash them back into the blackness where they belong... all of that stuff was all that was left in me ( Read more... )

Oh, God. That was not me. NONE of that was me. I would never do any of those horrible things. I would never hurt my girls, not for anything in this world. Not my poor little girls...

It was inside my mind. It made me do those things. It wasn't me.

Forgive me. Please.

Forgive your daddy.

Well, I'm really very disappointed with my girls. Dawnie and I were doing some nice father/daughter bonding this morning when Buffy came busting in, raising a ruckus to wake the dead! She hit me with one of those naggy speeches I loathe, and then she had the nerve to try and use some of that slayer strength on her own dearest daddy. Well, I taught ( Read more... )

When Dawnie isn't screaming herself hoarse, she's passed out. It reminds me of when she was a baby. She was so cute back then. Shame they have to grow up, isn't it ( Read more... )

Dawnie seems to be napping. How rude... we still have so much to discuss. Wake up, sleepyhead.

You can rest when you're dead.

It's funny, in the last few years Dawnie has told me so many times, over and over again, how she's a big girl now and how she doesn't need me looking after her anymore. But now that I've brought her back to my special, quiet place and tied her up good and tight so we could spend some time together, she sure isn't ACTING like a big girl. No, she's ( Read more... )

Spent last night with my girls. I sort of invited myself to their movie night, and I have to say I think it went pretty well. I'm picking Dawnie up after school today so we can spend some time together. Wish me luck ( Read more... )

Things went so much better with my kids than I had any right to expect. They really are the best girls any daddy could hope for. I'm so proud of them both ( Read more... )

My stay in LA lasted a LOT longer than anybody planned. I ended up spending some time just driving around town, and one evening I even drove all the way out to see the Sunnydale sinkhole. While I was there, I did some serious thinking about the things Abrams said. I mean, sure, he's just some dumb little prick, but I can't deny that there was some ( Read more... )