I hope that I don't totally regret my decision to take Russian next year ( Read more... )

Apparently the report cards came yesterday or something ( Read more... )

I'm horrible.

I hate my best friend's friends.
I hate who she is when she's with them.

Finals are over, and basically... the most traumatic experience of my life was my calculus final.
What... the hell.

Everything's a sticky situation lately, what should i dooooooo.

It is so lame of me, but sometimes I will be reading things or be writing things and I'll remember "old times" with "old friends". Sometimes I am so envious of those times, even though nothing's wrong with life now. I almost feel breathless while images and sounds of laughter fill my mind. It is so strange to think about. There are so many sad ( Read more... )

I can't even relate to anyone anymore, and I feel so isolated from so many people. I'm not complaining, really, but it's just kind of a sad thing. Take a step back and make observations... I can't seem to get closure, but I'm slowly working on it. Aghhh spring break is weird. I've managed to do absolutely nothing over the course of a week. Sad ( Read more... )

I can't interact with people online anymore.
I'm not even kidding.
When I'm with people, I can have great conversations but I just get really stupid when it's my turn to type something.
I used to be the opposite, but seriously, I feel retarded.

I am falling behind in school.
My perfection is gone.

You know, hypnosis is really weird. It's like... "stupid" but in a sense, not.

Will I ever find it?

It's as if I'm incapable.

Everything I complain about makes me look so naive.
Honestly, who am I kidding?

I haven't even experienced ANYTHING yet, and still, I bitch about how "life" sucks. Just. Why am I so immmature?

I need social interaction, now. Today has been very lonely by choice. But I don't want to be lonely anymore. How pathetic did that sound.

I like jazz.

My dad.

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