1. I may be too drunk to be writing on here.
2. My parents make me want to give up on everything.
3. I may be in love with Eric Matthews.

Insecurities are creeping up on me. I've never felt this ugly before ( Read more... )

It's a long one...

I can't tell if I'm happy anymore.

I might be, but I don't know if I'm just convincing myself that I'm okay because the idea of being miserable kills me.

I think I am a lot happier at school. At home, I start to lose myself again. I slip into a Hanna that just gets by. Having to worry about keeping my parents happy. It's not even ( Read more... )

A month in Northbrook ( Read more... )

I'm always missing you.
I hate that I do.

The past weekend's been kind of a weird one.
I listened to a ton of music from 8th/9th grade.
I miss it.

I love the feeling of being protected.

Here, I am finally at a place where I am the most comfortable with myself that I have ever been.
I am delighted that I can walk into anyone's room on my floor and hang out while doing absolutely nothing at all and have the best time.
Some examples of weird things that I usually would never have done:

1. I fed Wes water yesterday and we died laughing ( Read more... )

My entire week has been exhausting. I loveeeeeee my new friends and am having the time of my life.

But it's all kind of caught up with me. I need to study, take time for myself, take time for people from home. I need to focus.

Still love this place. Makes me feel really great and like I'm learning a lot. Not nec. about fricken chemistry. But still.

So far I love my decision to come to UIC.
I realize that I actually haven't been to classes so I shouldn't be too quick to speak, but I am loving my floor. =)
Have met some really great people, been to some amazing locations, and I feel like my eyes are being opened to some great diversity.

LOVE IT.

=))))