So i got a cleaning bug today and basically cleaned my apartment top to bottom, and by clean, I mean mopping on my hands and knees, going through piles of junk and finding the appropriate place (usually the trash) for everything. I even cleaned out my fridge and freezer. Needless to say i made three trips to the dumpster, the final trip I even had ( Read more... )

So i had a surprise phonecall from sam on friday! they went on vacation and i had thursday and friday off..i look down at my phone, see trish's cell number pop up and i immediately think, uh-oh, something happened to sam...but when i answered all i heard was..."hi hannah, i miss you" I talked to sam for 5 minutes, then trish got on the phone and ( Read more... )

I am tired. I am tired. I am tired. I think i might disappear for awhile....find that black hole and jump in...i just feel like hiding out for a few weeks...summer makes that difficult though..Sam is fantastic as usual...I get an extra day off tomorrow so today is friday for me and I'm headed down to Oregon to see Logan...who always has a calming ( Read more... )

...sometimes being single is painful ( Read more... )

I wonder what you do with your time...mine has filled up faster than I could have imagined...i wonder if you wonder about me, I wonder what you dream of...i wonder f you've found this ( Read more... )

I have a full week of work with Sam's Grandmother and I am already going nuts...she goes into detail about her cold, why people shouldn't have pets, and how Sam should really be behaving. The company is nice for the first five minutes...but now all I want and need is silence. Silence. Silence. Can someone find me soem silence and have it ( Read more... )

I am sitting once again in my apartment alone, looking out at the night and feeling a defining moment approaching. I am going out for drinks with someone new tonight (a friend, i don't think I'd be good for a guy right now : )) and am sitting listening to good music, having just watched some west wing episodes(THANK YOU WES!!) , missing people ( Read more... )

but it was good, while it lasted, and i will remember it well...and so farwell, sweet love and comfort...

that is all to be said on the matter, the chapter is closed.

I wanted you to know me ( Read more... )

It is possible. To find what we all think can only happen once. Love has landed on my doorstep again and I am embracing it with open arms until it disappears. Hold on, all you who think it can only happen the first time, the one time, because I used to be you, but no longer. It will and can happen again. I promise.