I dont know what i was yelling about in the title but i just didnt know what to call this entry...ok...well i dont have to much to say...ummm...school:good, guys:good for time being, friends:not too much conflict i just dont like this one guys adam who was my friend until he got all violent on me today and threw stuff at me so i wont be speaking to ( Read more... )

people are so annoying!!!!garman is being dumb cause i write my feelings in my journal... god forbid i write feelings in my journal. they arent used for that of course...how dumb am i ( Read more... )

havent updated in like almost a year...so here's the jist of things. i like a guy then i hate them then i like a different guy then i hate them...then i like another guy and then become friends with all of the guys i have liked and hated...ummmm...yup that pretty much covers it.

well it has been a really long time since i wrote in this journal.hmmmmm.... well i am over derek, i dont even know if i wrote bout him but he is such a freakin jerk. right now i like this one guy matt and he is pretty cool. we both like the steelers for football and he is really really nice. he likes hunting which i dont really agree with but you ( Read more... )

anyone who reads this what is love. is it that thing that makes your heart flutter when you think about a person, when you see the person? is it what makes you tear up when they are just being so nice and the look on their face is just so adorable? or is when they stick up for you no matter what? because if i just described love then HOLY CRAP! i ( Read more... )

Ok. the other day i was exteremely angry bout my sister and her boyfriend. but i am kinda over that specific insident. ok here is the new insident. people in schoopl are spreading rumors about me and my friend and they are anything but TRUE. i mean i have never heard a more rediculous lie. i wont go into details but i just want people to know that ( Read more... )

I hate my life. people in it never do and never will understand me and i hope they all rot in the fiery pits, burning depths of HELL! my sisters boyfriend yelled at me and cussed me out then i said screw you bastard but i dont think he heard me. but i and just so pissed off i almost started crying.life is bull shit, love is bull shit and everyone i ( Read more... )

Well then... i havent written in a while so the last time i wrote i was pretty upset about something that happened between me and my best friend, holly. well i am still upset that she felt that she couldnt tell me the truth about this certain thing but i am in the process of trusting her like i used to. this will however take more time for me to ( Read more... )

I went to my friends,Erica's 16th birthday party and i found out some things i wish i didnt know. my best friend,Holly lied to my face and i found out about it at the party. i was devastated. man was i pissed too. i couldnt believe it...nor did i want to either.then when i was takling to brent about it i got all jerky wih him for no reason and i ( Read more... )

i am feeling so...well... blah. well an update in my life ( Read more... )