Things have been going well, externally. I have a really sweet boyfriend. Nobody has ever treated me the way he does, when you only hang out with other druggies, guys are dicks. Internally, things are different. I've been finding it harder and harder to stay sober. I miss Beaker, how am I supposed to just give up my best friend? And I see us ( Read more... )

Yo homies, what it do? AHH! LAck of drugs is driving me INSANE. I'm wanting to just get fucked up! It's been at least a month. And not, with Christmas and leaving on Monday for Illinois, I have to wait at least a week. You bitches better have one hell of a party waiting for me when I get back. New Years better be fucking awesome! lol. I hate ( Read more... )

Last night I went out with Lea and some other friends. We were supposed to go to the Cheesecake Factory, but the wait was too long. One of the guys with us was Diego, who is a freshman at Kerr. I had never seen him before last night. He is soooo sexy! He's from Peru, and he's all shy, but he does drugs alot. He has those permanant stoned looking ( Read more... )

This weekend has been great. Friday, Josh and Kim came over and we hung out in the front yard with the puppy. They left after Travis had a bitch fit. Yesterday, I went with my family to Dickens on the Strand. Sounds lame, right? And it was, kind of, but it was still so much fun. I met the most gorgeous guy who worked there and I'm guessing was an ( Read more... )

No school today, my mom was too sick to take me. I watched "Dot the i" starring Gael Garcia Bernal and Natalie Verdeke. It was SO GOOD! Not what I expected at all, filled with dramatic suprises. Bernal is so hot, and Verdeke is a very good actress. It is about a woman (Verdeke) who is getting married to this guy (James D'Arcy). At her batchelorette ( Read more... )

First rehearsal was today. We learned how to fight. Cassie was my partner, which was glorious. We romped and rolled around on the ground like dirty lesbian lovers. God, I love that girl. I finally finished my green scarf!! Well, I actually finished it a few days ago, I just kept forgetting to mention it. I woke up late this morning and got stuck ( Read more... )

I've become addicted to Grey's Anatomy. It's so good. Every show is filled with new plot twists. I can't wait for next week's show. Rehearsals for the Man of La Mancha start tomorrow. I'm nervous. What if I suck? I hung out with Beaker yesterday and today. And I'm glad, because we had grown apart. We went to the Fountains and ransacked Hobby Lobby ( Read more... )

I wish my brother didn't have one of these....

Steadman, move over. Oprah is MINE ( Read more... )

Haven't posted in a while. Haven't felt the need to. Friday night back at Beaker's was fun...haha, lots of shit went down. Or I guess I could say people went down, if you know what I mean. The night started out slow, but it picked up once the drugs entered the scene. Ok... I think that's pretty much all that has happened lately. Noe, I need to ask ( Read more... )