ive lost my edge. ive hushed my personality a lot more than i thought in the recent months. i was afraid for awhile that being weird made me an outcast. ive just realized sitting here that being different is what people always liked about me. telling someone something they didnt want to hear, staring at someone when i want to, ignoring someone when ( Read more... )

i got the job.

money will again be tight for awhile but soon the cash will flow. haha.

freedom to make my own schedule...badass.

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i found it for about 4 hours.

now its gone again.

im angry at the world for things Ive done to myself.

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i feel like i woke up this morning and i was the only one. the only one walking to the bathroom for the morning piss and shower. the only one trudging through my meaningless day. the only one to get off early just to realize there is nothing to do. the only one home on a friday night wondering if im the only one.

good music makes me dance and sing.

great music makes me wrap my arms around myself, lay my head back, and breathe it in.

i enjoy how vulnerable and pure i feel.

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stephanie is engaged.