this John Mayer Trio shit is amazing. "the only way you couldn like this is if you are deaf, or have no soul." Well said Katy ( Read more... )

this house has become my hell. i built it here brick by brick and took pride in my work. i admired my touch, my graceful pursuit. i have finished now and find it a dungeon ( Read more... )

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so i finally finished South of Haunted Dreams by Eddy L. Harris. It is a travel tale about eddy riding through the south on his motorcycle. Good stuff, if you like to challenge your views of the world. the whole point of the trip is for eddy to go south and find his roots, the roots of his fear, and the roots of his hatred. the book is rather long ( Read more... )

i hate waiting on something and it never happening. I think that is why I keep myself from expecting things and rarely become excited about the prospect of a good time. It sounds dumb but its easier for me to just pretend its not going to happen, until it is happening. BLECK.

drunk, angry, dumb, confused, determined to find nothing, in that nothing everything, lost among a world of productive sheep, yes i said sheep, cliche, only recently however, even the revolutionary becomes cliche, i want to be free, our country is based on the biggest high school to parent cliche feeling in the world, that is what we are based on, ( Read more... )

life has been strange lately. not sure i can explain or even want to. today is gonna be a bad day.

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im really sitting here and typing in this for no reason at all. usually, however, these become very enlightening passages ( Read more... )

it is official. i am effed in the head. not like just a bit crazy, but more like seriously freaking myself out crazy.