poinos

that is what my mom just called poison

"poy-nuhs"

Today I felt like I was old. I felt like I was missing a spark that's usually there, kept hidden until I need it, just like everything else. You know that feeling you get when all these spectacular moments lead up to a climax of absolute nothingness and you feel that hollow, disappointed feeling? I feel a little bit like that. And I know exactly ( Read more... )

This week has been a mess of things. Thought too much, walked enough that I SHOULD no longer be a fat kid but we all can still see Bruce so I dunno what that fat is waiting for, man. Got a small wiggly-type feeling in the pit of my stomach when I thought about some things...some unnamed things...you know...top secret things...

anyway

from an old ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to get very very tired of shallow people. There's so much more to life than what's right there on the surface...

I think I just need it to be 12 days from now so I can be home.

last 24 hours in reverse! with pictures, even! just click on em to see them full sized ( Read more... )

Happy November.

Really Vague To-Do List READYYY GO:1)stop assuming there are others when there really has been no proof of anyone but yourself ( Read more... )

I really wonder sometimes how I ever got so lucky. What a completely AMAZING weekend. Laughed myself sick with my parents, relaxed, thought about things, had a couple really amazing conversations, and had one of those moments where it's like time somehow stopped right in its tracks and let me do exactly what I wanted with who I wanted. And when I ( Read more... )

Fall is such a lonely time of year it seems. It's like you have to come down from all the color and warmth of summer and watch it all disappear right in front of you. I walked to class...in the cold, and walked back to the apartment...in the cold, and just sort of wished life would give me a chance to live it a little slower. Midterms week is over ( Read more... )

I don't even know what I'm searching for, I just know that I don't have it.

You know sometimes how you get that really strange feeling in the pit of your stomach when you think of something you're used to and suddenly realize it's not there anymore? I was sitting on my bed and looked around my room and saw a picture of Sadie on my wall, and thought to myself how happy I was that I could go home and see her in a couple ( Read more... )