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Santa Maria.
Not a fan of everything that has been going on... well except that I don't have Crohns. They took a polyp out of my colon and now I feel MUCH, MUCH better. Okay, so that part is good ( Read more... ) -
I Saw You For The First Time.
Head to the doctors in about 30 minutes to find out if I have Crohns.
Meh.Meh.Meh. -
Doctors.
I go to the doctors this week to have a colonoscopy. Gross, right? ....ugh. I just want to go and get it over with and get my test results.
I should go back a bit further. I went to an endocrinologist.... a specialist of digestion because I get sick all the time and its really painful. Anywho... at the end of my first appointment his first ( Read more... ) -
I'm in love with this feeling.
I don't have memories.
[I have flashbacks.]
Go away. -
Glow Away.
If I could be anywhere
I'd be right where I'm at
Being married can definitely be difficult. Especially when you've married your EXACT opposite. But I wouldn't trade it or him for anything. It's a beautiful thing to know that God created someone to be with me... that he created him to challenge me, created our marriage to stretch me. There isn't one ( Read more... ) -
I'm Wondering Can You Hear Me, Can You See Me?/
You were never like this before. You never would have picked him over your family. I feel sad inside when I see your selfishness. Every year you'd buy me an easter gift, even if it was just peeps or candy or something dumb... this year... nothing. Another symbol of what has changed. It just hurts to see how my life has fallen apart since ( Read more... ) -
Bang Bang! I am the Warrior!
I don't know why saying my mind was blown got everyone in such a tither [tither is a fun word]. I'm allowed to have my mind blown by that... it was something I didn't expect THEN or now. It's okay to be surprised and caught of guard by things. To tell you the truth... when I heard it [which was only like a year ago], I didn't believe it was true. ( Read more... ) -
You Made This Come True.
I can't stop listening to The Rocket Summer. I remembered why I liked them so much. They're so positive- they make me want to do something sweet... no... they make me want to BE someone sweet. I could use that in my life for sure, because lately I've been feeling pretty lame. I don't know if it's because my husband has been gone for 5 almost 6 days ( Read more... ) -
Smoke.
I fill my lungs ( Read more... ) -
F*ck You, 2011.
So things have been shitty, right ( Read more... )