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Been a while, eh? Today's my birthday. 26. Twenty. Freakin. Six ( Read more... ) -
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Is the quality of my life dependent upon me having children?
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My grief is a stone that is crushing me and I cannot escape from underneath its weight. I cannot recover from this. I can barely keep it together enough to work today. This is bone crushing sadness. I have no joy, no desire for anything. Feels like this is the only life I will know. I want to go back to a time before all this.
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My new reality.
1%-3% of pregnancies end in miscarriage between 13 and 19 weeks. How did I end up in this statistic? My chance of what happened was THAT low. Does that put it in perspective???
Many women who have had a second trimester or late term miscarriage feel that even calling
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I miss you, son.
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Time. Does. Not. Move.
It's only been about a calendar month and half. But that's been 2 times of disappointment. I feel like my life has become a calendar. I constantly check: has it happened yet? Did it work ( Read more... ) -
This happened on National Women'a Day.
Was woken up at 2am to screaming. Looked out my window and saw a man and a woman fighting. Physically fighting. She was being thrown on the ground, against the garage wall. I called 911 and the cops came within minutes. But, they went inside before the cops got there. And never answered the door when the police knocked. I can't stop thinking about ( Read more... ) -
Love don't come easy....
FUCK ALL THAT.
APPARENTLY I GOT PUSHED OUT OF THE BOAT AND NOW I *AM* DROWNING.
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Death by Drowning.
Hi. You're 21 and you and your husband are going to start trying to have kids???
OH MY GOD. THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR.
I can't be excited for anyone because I'm so depressed about it all. I'm tired of having this desire. I'm tired of struggling with it. It wasn't my idea to want to have kids. I never wanted kids and then one day it was like BAM! And ( Read more... )