I feel really unhappy and lost at the moment like Im losing sight of me under everything. I feel like Im supporting everyones problem but have no one who understands me or who wants to help me. I feel so angry and depressed all the time ( Read more... )

Did anyone hear about Chris Benoit from WWE killing his wife and child and then himself a day later. He apparently thought about it. It worries me things like this. So tragic his son was only 7 years old... so much life ahead of him and taken by someone he loved and probably looked up to.

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Its my birthday on sunday......... my celebration on saturday.....

why aren't I excited?

I'm so pissed off at the moment it isn't even funny,.

i just want to scream at the top of my lungs or just get up, pack a small bag and not bother coming back.

Not that anyone cares or anything

I really screwed up yesterday as in big time screw up and now I think some of my best mates are out to murder me in an unpleasant fashion worthy of a bad horror movie.

I don't blame them for being mad at me but considering the grovelling text message I sent them you'd think that they could at least throw an olive branch my way.

I blame the drink ( Read more... )

It's really strange, I've read through my livejournal and noticed just how dedicated I used to be to it, I was always writing in it and I had amazing friends who commented and now its all just slipped off and I'm not too happy about it.

I've made a pact to myself to at least write in my LJ once a week and to reply to all comments and to read ( Read more... )

My work is sending me to Dover today for training which means over two hours journey each way... not too hapy about it but at least I didn't have to pay which is always good ( Read more... )

work tomorrow!

Not looking forward to going to the tomb

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Life here at Johnson towers is fine and dandy ( Read more... )

Well its finally happened.

I've become an aunt!!!!!!

My sister in law gave birth to a beautiful little girl yesterday and they've called her Ayla. She is lovely and I am already in love with her and her willing slave!

As soon as I get pictures on the computer I'll show you all!!!!!

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